Empting my head is so easy for me. I just edge for 5 min every hour and before I know it I’m a blank dripping set of holes that needs to be used.

But I’m not very fun to be around if I’m not being a living sex toy. I just stare off and don’t say very much. I know for some guys that is great but I know some guys would like a bimbo who is giggly, cheerful and happy. I can’t say I’m “happy” in that state, I just exist. It feels good, but its not visible.

I might change up some of what I do to see if I can get the happy, party girl out of my empty shell.