I know how to do it.

Its all over the fucking internet, right? Listen to the mantras, edge, wear makeup, do your hair, do your nails, get fit, get tits, dress like a slut.

So why can’t I let go of all this bullshit and do it?!

To many excuses. I want to go deeper.

I’ve heard that people don’t change unles they want it bad enough. Is that where I am yet? Can I truely let go?