i posted a video about everything just clicking and becoming blank and horny sudenly. i didn’t really have that feeling again until today.

i was wondering why and i think i figured it out. i was filming my mirror video before it happened and my camera died, meaning i couldn’t cum. while i waited for the video camera to charge i took selfies and really got turned on. the feeling kind of whent away after i came.

thats the secret! i need to start introducing edging to my schedule no matter what so i can be happy. edging equals happy and dumb.