My Beginnings In Bimbofication
I got into hypnosis at a pretty young age and didn't really understand why I felt weird and scared when I saw mind control themes on tv. As I got older, I realized it was a thing. A thing that was the main way I could orgasm. I had a collection of brainwashing scenarios in my head and used them often to come to climax. My partners knew what I was in to, but it was all a bit too weird for them and hard for them to accommodate for. Thanks to the magic of the internet, I learned a bit more about BDSM and that I was very submissive. Unfortunately even if I asked for rules or structure, my partners didn't really want to make it work. Not a big deal, it is a big commitment. I discovered bimbofication around that time as well, but life kept getting in the way of really making a commitment. I think I was scared back then, and really needed a job that focused more on my journey.
I liked bimbofication because it was a combination of the things I really loved. Hypnosis and fashion. I loved the sexy look, I loved the plastic surgery, the heels, and the outfits. But most of all I loved how relaxed and happy they were. In a world where I was overwhelmed with responsibility and frustration, these lovely girls were easy going and fun. It sounded amazing and of course really really turned me on.
Life got frustrating back then. I felt like I was working so hard towards a career that was never meant to be, and I hated my appearance. I worked constantly and never got to enjoy life. I suddenly just snapped. I quit my job and tried to figure out what I was going to do. Camming seemed to align with my real goal of the happy go lucky life of a bimbo. So I went for it. It took some time to get myself in a place where I felt like it was time to really push myself towards bimbofication. That time is now.
I made a list of all the things that made up a bimbo. Edging, mantras, working out, outfits, makeup, hair removal, fake lashes, hair, nails, lip injections and the final step, implants. I planned them out by month in order to work towards each goal one at a time by the end of the year. And I got started. I wish I could say it was really easy, but lots of things have gotten in the way. Its ok though, I'm so close to getting where I want to be!
Progress So Far
So far I have been edging and using mantras for almost half a year now! I'm definitely a happier, more fun person to be around, and it has really made me more comfortable going on to the next steps of changing my appearance. I get really horny just thinking about wearing tiny outfits and showing off. My mind just shuts off on its own a lot more now, which is a dream come true for me. I love the feeling of being blank and almost never want to come out of trance! I just started working out this month, and its been pretty hard to stay motivated! Working out isn't as fun as mind fucking I guess.
I've also been doing a little bit of deep throat training and anal training as you can see in my videos. Its been good for me, as variety is the spice of life and I'm sure that actually means all your holes should be used. Right now, all I can do is gag. If you like seeing a cute girl gag a lot, or you just want to watch my progress, then I’m the one for you!
I'm currently focused on camming and giving the people who are super interested in exclusive time with me the time they deserve. I upload several videos a month to manyvids currently. I love all sorts of fetishes including gagging, bbc, foot fetish, high heel fetish, lingerie fetish, eye crossing, and of course hypnosis! I'll be talking about a few of those in the blog here, so stay tuned! I have over 30 pairs of stripper heels and hundreds of sexy barely there outfits. I record in at least 720p but can now record in 1080p thanks to my shiny new camera. I'm always up for trying new things, so feel free to send me a message if you want to purchase a custom video!
I'm now back to camming all day everyday (with a few exceptions for holidays and general office tasks). I normally cam on streamate. This is hands down the best way to get private time with me, as I no longer answer messages on social media. There are lots of guys who pay for my time and I have to focus on those people so every one is happy. I love doing roleplay, showing off my heels, getting fucked in all sorts of positions with my big black dildo and of course being mind controlled by you. My favorite shows are definitely the ones that involve hypnosis, so come turn my brain to mush!
If you prefer something a bit more taboo, I also have a lot of toilet fetish clips. I got started by just filming my time on the toilet during my period, and it kind of evolved from there. Most of them are voyeur style, but some custom videos I made for others feature smearing and tasting. A lot of those have some fun themes so I totally would recommend them if you are into this fetish! I also have quite a bit of vomiting clips there as well, some just in the toilet and some with a little bit of a plot. I'm not taking customs for either of these fetishes right now so that I can heal from my recent medical procedure. You can check those clips out here.